I can see the moves, the players, and the right strategy. I know what can be done. But does it violate my code? Is this the game I want to be playing? 

My initial reaction is stone cold. I learned it from poker. When dealt a shit hand the best response is no response. Stop. Gather your wits and make a plan. It doesn’t have to take long. You don’t let your initial shock give away your strategy. 

I felt similar emotions wash over me as I listened to these people. And my calm exterior made me hard to read. Or so I thought. Inside though, a raging sea of emotion. Hulk smash. 

Yet I see the moves for what they are – power plays. I have no time for this.